Do you remember that Pain ?

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Do you remember that pain? How does it feel when someone breaks your heart? No??? Let me remind you how it feels. Every word spoken or unspoken feels like someone digging a dagger in your heart... each part of your body burns with each of those words... you suffocate and can’t breathe... you want to cry but you find out that you have already run out of tears... you want to scream but you can’t open up your mouth... you walk down the road aimlessly... your head feels heavy... your heart feels low... you can’t sleep for nights and when you do, you find yourself crying in dreams... you feel hungry but you can’t eat... your heart curses that person even if you don’t want to.. Do you remember that pain now?

I have forgotten this pain now. Time heals everything. I have read this after many years, and I feel so sorry for myself that I had to go through this. I am really sorry. very sorry. It wasn't worth it.

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serenity said…
SO very true! But thankfully....time benumbs the gut-wrenching pain!
Wednesday, November 21, 2012 5:05:00 PM
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