I am Afraid...

I am afraid
of looking into your eyes,
there's an enigma,
which is greek to me,
and regelate my words,

I am afraid
of being close to you,
as it'd take me ,
to strange ways,
and will outcast me,

I am afraid
of the fear to lost you,
you're my pristine feeling,
which I've ever wished for,
in whole of my life,

I am afraid
of all my fears,
I want to outroot them,
and think for you,forever and ever

Search Is All What !!!

I looked for it in your heart
with feeling, I 'd find it there
but how wrong was I,

I believed you
and healed your broken heart
But you forsaked me
and broke mine,

Now i'd search for another heart
with hope, I'd find it there
As,search is all what my whole life is about!